Please don't stop the music.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

oh i just realised this is my 23rd post already.
and i only post like on saturday n sunday.

anyway, everybody's going emo.
like really, EVERYBODY.
even somebody i never thought would be so emotional.
he eventually did.

and i thought you were the closest thing to a best friend.
and yet u disappointed me.
so just one word of advice. (or maybe more than one word)
grow up.
n learn to forgive others.
n learn to be open to new things.
cause not everybody's the same.
n stop living in fear.
cause you never know what could happen.
n try to be more optimistic.
i know this sounds weird coming from a pessimist.
but hey, at least im trying to change.
n at least im looking forward to the new life.

and then im left there.
sitting on my chair and looking around me.
all those people talking.
n its just me with my things.
and then it hits me.
i really don't have any friends.
all this time.
telling myself im doing fine.
but that's not the truth.
so moving to another place.
to rediscover myself.
start over a new leaf.
forget the past and just move on.
and hopefully.
forget that i ever knew you.
but you see.
that's the problem.
i know i won't be able to resist talking to you.

so i hope i find another friend.
but i'll only have 4 in my life.
at least that's what some test says.

daNIel

1:41 PM