Please don't stop the music.

Sunday, July 1, 2007

oh i feel so sad.
because i just realised how pathetic my life is now.
and i know what kind of friends i actually want.
people who are fun!
and not like those people who study the whole time.
like the first thing on their mind, "STUDY"
and everthing else is about studying.
I HATE THAT.

but i cant change that.
everybody has their own priorities.
depending on how they were brought up.
and who they grew up with.

but i cant stand this.
and i feel like i dont want to wake up anymore.
i dont want to face the reality that is my life.
im sick of all the plastic faces.
im sick of how people treat me.
im a PERSON. i have my own rights.
i feel like a complete idiot.
and i cant believe that i actually put up with it all.
all this time.
but seeing as how i pulled through.
i must convince myself to go on.

oh whatever.
anyways.
i cant believe i almost cried just thinking of 6A.
i almost CRIED.
just by thinking.
i realised that i have such a miserable present life.
even though 6A had a few exceptions.
we ~~were~~ are such a great class.

and i so so miss you guys.
heck i even miss jessica tan.
and i wasnt even that close to her in 6A.

on a lighter note.
talking to the jessicas.
actually brings out the englishman in me !
i was trying so darn hard not to speak singlish.
and i actually did it.
and it was so nice talking to them.
so carefree. without a worry.
and talking to jessicaj's ahem ahem.
that was real fun.

i feel so much closer to 6A.
and what i want to say is.
204 has brought me so much pain.
but i cant overlook it.
after all,
不经一事，不长一智。
those proverbs actually come in handy sometimes.
thank you lin lao shi !

speaking of teachers.
i hate it when they say that we must respect them before they respect us.
how annoying.
respect is not imposed on somebody.
it is EARNED.
so before asking us to respect you.
make sure that you are a good teacher.
so that you can earn our respect.

and the thing about respect.
the big winner of pinoy big brother (the filipino version of big brother)
said that to another housemate.
and speaking of filipinos.
i hate it when singaporeans.
always think of maids when they think of filipinos.
fine, it is a third world country and all.
and there are filipino maids in singapore.
but that doesnt mean everything about philippines are maids.
im only half a filipino,
but i really cant stand it when singaporeans think this way.
so what if singapore is a first world country?
that doesnt give you the right to insult other countries.
i went blog hopping and i saw this guy insulting filipino maids.
that was so.
I JUST FELT LIKE BEATING THE CRAP OUT OF HIM.
to hell with people like that.
please, singaporeans arent all that good.

no offense to singaporean friends though.
not meant for you people.

daNIel

4:45 PM