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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

It's CHRISTMAS! ;D

Okay I have nothing better to do so I'm here again posting. This post is pretty much random stuff that pops into my head as I go along. This post might even be delayed until a few hours later because I'm not very used to posting lesser than normal. Random fact: I just realised my sister's best friend is an Indonesian whose name is Jessica. What are the odds of that? Not that I didn't know that she was my sister's best friend but only now do I realise the coincidence O.O

I wonder why NP wants to squeeze so many things into one week altogether. Okay, it's not many but still. It's supposed to be the holidays and I don't see any difference from it being normal school days. In fact there's more NP -.- I think the rest of the week my only free day is today. Which is Christmas. If everything goes to plan of course and if my mood is still fine to go for NP. If not, I don't freaking care if I stay a Lance Corporal the rest of my NP life man. I don't need face in NP -.- I don't know what I'm doing to my life. Sigh. I'm supposed to be enjoying CCAs! Dang. And there is NP retreat and some gathering in the span of 5 days? It's not like we will die without seeing each other right? I freaking hope it's not compulsory. But then the fact that it is compulsory wouldn't change anything, because I don't care when it comes to missing parades. Now I'm wondering why I made so many dumb decisions. First the school, then the CCA. Imagine what will happen to my life in the future. I'm doomed =x

Whatever. Oh I read 8 Days and there's this section which is the second last page written by some guy on quirky stuff that happens in his life with his two friends. And in this week's issue there's this part on guys carrying handbags for their girlfriends. And apparently they think that that's wrong. I think the whole thing is ridiculous. I mean. If the guy goes and carries the girl's handbag then he will be criticised. But if he doesn't carry the handbag and what if the girlfriend feels tired or whatever then he'll get scolded by his girlfriend -.- What a dumb thing. Even though that section is really dumb and all but I still read it anyways. Speaking of which, I haven't been reading any books lately. I fear I'm getting dumb. Seriously. All I do is read magazines and watch TV. What if I get back to school next week with an IQ of 10 O.O Okay I know that's lame but whatever.

I think my kind of lameness is like, in-your-face-and-I-know-I'm-lame-but-I-don't-freaking-care-so-what-can-you-do-about-that kind of lame. Okay to even analyse what level of lameness I'm at makes me even more lame. Sigh. I can't really help it though. I believe everyone can sum this whole post up with a favourite look of mine: -.- Actually I think this post is more of random than lame.

Shit. I forgot what I wanted to post next. I shall think of something else to post about then. Oh I think I have no social life. It seriously sucks. My sister is out at this time it's 5.26am now and I'm freaking rotting at home here watching TV. Plus I'm getting freaky sms-es now at this time. Okay the message is not freaky it's just the time. I was telling my GIRLFRIEND just now that maybe it's because it's Christmas now and many people are smsing each other so her sms got stuck somewhere in the network. I know obviously it's highly unlikely [WOAH three words with an -ly at the back. Rhyme!] but I just received a message from Jeanice saying that the thing at Vivo is 1pm? And obviously she wouldn't be smsing now right only I am staying awake -.- Okay, I'm not the only person awake. Evia's status is 'Busy' and Keng Whye is still online. But then maybe they're just leaving their computer running and they went to sleep.

I still don't know what I wanted to post about just now. **** I censored the word -.- I believe my blog is family friendly I'm sure that word has never been used before in my posts right? Or has it? ... Either way. NP is getting to me WTF. It's freaking irritating that there are so many things to commit to. Not that I cannot commit to something but it's just hard when there's no interest or passion or whatever in it. If that's the case then it would be useless. If it were me then I would just rather not do the job, even if it concerns my marks/impressions on people/whatever. I'm a strong believer of doing a job with passion and there must be interest and motivation and blahblah WAHAHAHAH. That was total crap. Who would believe that man. Everybody probably just believes I'm as lazy as it can get.

I think what I wanted to post about had something to do with change. Or my New Year's resolutions. Either way. Change isn't always for the worse right? I mean. It really depends though. Most of the time when somebody is said to have changed it's always meant in a negative way. I think it's because people are afraid of something that is unfamiliar to them, something that might not feel close to them. In that sense, just because a person has changed either in terms of personality or looks it feels as if that person is becoming more distant to you. Or maybe not. I think I'm thinking too much again. But then I'm saying this because ChinChye said I've changed. But I don't think my case is what I mentioned earlier. All he said was that I've become more sarcastic, moving now more into actually hurting people. I kind of thought about it and I think he's actually right. Hmmmm. Obviously I've changed. I mean if you knew me from before then you would have known that I didn't seen so talkative last time. Now I'm shooting my mouth off alot, especially with sarcastic comments. I remember something in Chinese lesson or what talking about whether it is the environment that changes the person or the person that changes the environment. It's kind of a debate that won't end much. I mean, if you enter a new environment you have got to learn to adapt to it so that you won't lose out right? But then there's the whole thing about people changing the environment and causing the earth harm. Even though the word 'environment' is in a different context in both sentences. It just depends on the perspective. I realise there are many topics to be debated on. Which I obviously will not cover now -.-

There's this show 'Sounds of Style 2005' showing now on Channel Five. Destiny's Child was the opening act like, YEAH! It's so sad that they split up D: Their voices blend together like how me and watching TV blend together. Yes, it's that good. And it's quite sad that Beyonce was the only one who made it big. I would have liked it if Kelly and Michelle also did well after the split. Anyways, I realise I watch lots of chick flicks -.- But then I only watch the chick flicks because of the actresses in them :D Like ANNE HATHAWAY. I watched Ella Enchanted just now. I know it's not a very great movie but it's nice 'cause she's in it. YEAH. Don't you think she's damn cute in the show? Blahs, at least I think that way. LOL. And Princess Diaries and Princess Diaries 2. YESSSS. And I realise the show I mentioned is repeated many times on TV already -.- HAHA. Because I remember watching something like that before.

Writing is addictive. Once you start, you can't really stop. At least that's the case for me. This is why my endings in compositions are somewhat abrupt. But seriously. Just now I couldn't think about what I wanted to post about but now I can't stop thinking about what to post about. But I think I will stop for now because my hands feel numb and I want to go lie on my bed already -.- Still not sleepy though. Maybe I'll go re-read another book. Sigh. How pathetic it is when you have no money.

DAN!EL

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