Please don't stop the music.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Daniel is the dumbest person on Earth. Seriously. I just laughed at my own stupidity. And it's not that kind of academically dumb. I'm not as aware of my relationships as I thought I was. Sarah, you're right. I really am slow. Sadness. 哭笑不得 best describes my feelings right now just that I don't really feel like crying, I'm just sad. WAHAHAHA.

Anyways. I have one bouquet of five ferrero rochers up for grabs. Anyone wants them? Maybe I shall go give my JieJie. Eunice you getting ferrero rocher from me leh wahlao. Lols.

Seriously somebody please tell Daniel to wake up from that little fantasy of his. Well at least I'm more aware now. I hope. And don't worry Jess, I'm not getting depressed. I'm as happy as a lark. Honest =x

Oh on the contrary I have something to be thankful about. I am thankful for SiewKiang because finally there is somebody who gets the same amount of money as me during Chinese New Year. And to people who get over five hundred bucks. Screw you ;D

1:02 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008

I honestly got shocked when I saw that Ms Joy Koh posted something in her Lit blog. Well, shocked because she hasn't posted in a while already. And also because it meant that there would be homework. Sadness.

Now not only do we have to comment on people's blogs, we also have to pick our three favourite blogs and state reasons. This is very stressful. And seriously I get very tempted to criticise already. But Ms Koh wrote that some people wrote excellent work. Can't be me since the only person that linked me is YanRu. And YanRu you have a comment leh. The only comment lah. LOLS. Plus there are people who still haven't posted so how am I supposed to comment. And now I think my post sucks. Plus I don't have evidence. Sigh.

Oh it's 5.37am now and I'm feeling sleepy. Perhaps I shall go sleep now and stop thinking about Lit homework that is due on Sunday. Which is technically tomorrow, which means that I have two more days. Sian. Plus other homework which makes it even more boring. And stupid Physics test. Can't wait to get back tests. Not that I think I did well. But I just want to see my marks. And I need to know whether I can answer questions before the common tests arrive if not I will go find AT with a hammer and a nail. Dessert Woman is not spared also because she abandoned us and threw AT to us. Come back lah you stupid Dessert. Dang.

Okay now I shall stop ranting and start sleeping before I get eyebags the size of JieJun's. Or WeiQi's future eyebags MUAHAHAHAHA. Oh before I go. Just wanted to say. LUSTY! YOU LUSTY WOMAN. NYEHEHEHE.

5:35 AM

Friday, February 8, 2008

Chinese New Year sucks.

Ah. I'm not getting money and it's freaking sad! Seriously. I got so sian-ed that now I'm at home while my parents and my sister are out visiting relatives. Anyways. Wednesday went for reunion dinner and hmm. I didn't eat alot since I already ate alot before I went to Boon Lay. HAHA. Plus I was the youngest there so it was kind of boring. Next was my sister then two cousins who were in JC2 then the rest were 20 and above -.- 代沟! Plus they were all sending CNY greetings and I was thinking that only old people did that until I received one myself. HAHA.

Thursday I stoned at home the whole day because I have no more relatives -.- Serious. The rest are like somewhere in Sabah or China or Batam or somewhere there lah. My mom's side's not really counted since they don't give red packets -.- But I think they would have given me money if I were there okay! Plus there are so many relatives in Philippines I would have gotten so much money already. Sadness. And godparents are all there too, so no money from them. Oh then at 9.40 HoKit called to ask me if I wanted to go bowling. So like DUH I said yes. Well, actually my mom said yes and I don't know why she allowed. But even if she didn't allow I would have ran out of the house anyways, so. A game's 4 bucks at West Bowl because of stupid CNY -.- But who cares! Woots. So played three games. Damn funny we got this little bowling pin keychain and HoKit says it's because we spent more than thirty bucks there. Haha. He allowed me to keep it! I think mainly it was because there was the word "Made In China" on the packaging. It was the first thing he noticed lah! LOLS.

Oh oh last game was the best ever. I have officially named HoKit my good luck charm because that was the first time I got a Four Bagger, then a Five In A Row (I thought it was called Five Bagger but that's what the screen said so I'm following it). And I hit 212, like YEAH. HoKit plus the bowling pin keychain are good luck charms I tell you. My first game over 200! Yes my bowling resume will look much better now. HAHA. Not like there's even such a thing but whatever -.- I just feel high! We played till like one plus am? Or somewhere there. HoKit accompanied me to bus stop and he waited for awhile before going home. And there was this magazine kiosk that was closed but was playing music. Creepy lah! Plus I saw this police logo there and I felt curious and I looked closer and realised there were two cameras -.- Thankfully they weren't pointing at me. Haha. So I waited for about an hour and HoKit was telling me that he thinks that there aren't any NightRiders working today and I also believed but that time me and ChinChye took was wednesday and there was a bus! Because the information wrote Fridays, Saturdays and eves of public holidays. Sadness.

Anyways, I didn't know what came over me but I decided to walk home. Lols. I always wanted to try walking home from Clementi but I didn't have the time so since now I was so free I decided to walk back. From Dover to Buona Vista was dark lah -.- Plus there wasn't anybody out walking or what. Sians. Besides the cars of course. At the petrol station at Buona Vista I saw a police car so I walked away. Haha. Only when it drove away did I continue walking on. Lols. And I went to the 7 Eleven at Dawson Place to buy a bottle of sprite before walking on again. Saw teenagers at Tiong Bahru Park -.- I think they like ran away from home or something. And there was this woman who was jogging and she stared at me when I drank my sprite because I think it looked like I was drinking beer or something. HAHA. Reached home at 4. I took an hour and a half to walk from Clementi to Tiong Bahru! Woots. Maybe I was too happy about my bowling score to care about walking back.

Ah now I have nothing to do. I think I have to go out later to eat dinner or something. Boredom. Again.

6:03 PM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

I felt so fucking irritated just now. Nowadays that's how I feel. And seriously. I'm so sick of having to be fake all the time. Sometimes I just feel like doing what I should do but I don't. Sadness.

And I feel bad. Now I feel like dying. I told myself I should at least let myself finish my studies before dying. So I shall do that.

SiewKiang is a crapper! MUAHAHAHA. She sends over a thousand messages a month and I don't even reach a thousand but yet she says I'm the one who craps alot in smses.

I just wrote three totally short paragraphs. A first for me! This week was erm, memorable? My first ever detention? Yeah Blim was saying that I'm a good boy cause she hasn't seen my name in her records so I shouldn't be coming late any more times. I almost laughed when she said that. Maybe she should go look at sec 1 and 2 records. Then she won't think I'm that good of a boy anymore. HAHA. I have to serve detention again next monday. Just because I was late 3 times. The difference between 2 and 3 is another detention session -.- I shall go. I feel motivated to write when I go. I was even writing on the third page of my zuo wen! And when I was in class I just finished the zuo wen on the same page. Which shows that I work better at detention. Funny.

Another thing was that I went for NP last week even though it was full u. Kind of a miracle. YangYee's trying to make me stop ponning already. I think I actually will ;D Not because I like NP though. But whatever. Hmm.

Tests! Chemistry's balanced equations. 23/25 I am satisfied already. I think my average will be quite okay. So if I study for common test I should be fine for Chemistry! Go Chemistry! Still don't think Shamima can teach though. But I don't know why I don't hate her O.O Oh oh Jian Ping! Seriously I'm getting more and more encouraged to do Chinese. [Egad!] Even though I wasn't listening to her today but I was tired! And my eyes hurt because of stupid spectacles so I didn't bother to look up at all. Speaking of which, I finally decided to go get a new pair of spectacles because I currently have no more working pair. I've broken all of them already -.- Saddening. Let's see.

Today was suay. First of all the stupid A Maths test stumped me. I worked possible values of x until 3, and I stopped there. Turns out the answer was -4? I should have worked to 4. Dang. Practically gave up that question. Plus people have totally different answers so I'm totally unsure of it. But it's okay. I can take it :D And Chemistry. Left blank again. But I think I can pass it. So it should be fine as long as I don't fail. I don't intend to fail sec 3 tests! What other thing was suay. Hmm. I think Lit can be considered suay. It's the most demanding subject of all. I see Pure Geog people like JieJun not really doing much when us Lit students are mugging for our lives. Okay, not mugging. But doing activities and constantly doing worksheets and looking for relationship stuff and characteristics. Very tiring. And draining. Now I feel so exhausted. I'm trying to recall what happened. Ah what the heck. I don't think anything else interesting happened. Besides packing oranges. Though I don't think that's very exciting. Plus it got me irritated. Freaking irritated. Shit.

I miss my girlfriend. Lol. It sounds funny again.

11:43 PM