Please don't stop the music.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

This stinks.

I'm still wondering whether I should be doing my homework or not. That's my problem. I always think about whether to do it, how to do it, when to do it, but never actually do it. This is so potentially Nike -.- Just do it. Procrastination is an evil thing. It's like a demon that comes slowly and consumes you until you never get anything done. That's why, the whole of my saturday was spent on the computer and sleeping. Just great. Well, at least I had some fun on the computer. Listening to music is all I need. And youtube, of course. My sister was trying to do the Hoedown Throwdown and she got it all wrong. HAHA. If you don't already know, the Hoedown Throwdown is one of Miley Cyrus' songs from her movie. Speaking of which, it's quite a typical predictable movie. I only wanted to watch the part where she sings 'The Climb', but that can be found on Youtube. And her love interest in the movie is a teenager but why is his voice so deep -.- I want a deeper voice. And then,

Me: I want some Beatles music.
Sister: *in high pitch* How deep is your love...
Me: *shoots her a look* That's the Bee Gees.

Anyway, all I did was one English comprehension and Reader's Digest. I don't understand why I did the useless ones. And all this is due on the second freaking English lesson on Term 3. I should be doing stuff like Literature, Chinese or Maths. Or Humanities. Which are all still left untouched. Heh.

Change the way you look at things and the things you look at will change. I think this quote came from some inspirational writer that went on Ellen. To be honest, I think it's corny. I'm not saying that it isn't right in its own ways, since perception is such a powerful thing. The one thing I've learnt is, the only thing that matters is what you think and what the people you care about think. I don't even want to talk about societal perceptions since that's such a recurring topic in Lit. Then again, I would need some serious Lit recap. This reminds me of my missing TKMB. And TKMB reminds me of 2kmockingbird. Because k = kilo. It's okay if you don't get it; it came from a lame source.

I went around to people's blogs and tried to go through their archives and see how we were like way back in Sec 1. I was ... Naive, to say the least. But then again, I remember I really enjoyed myself and the way I was living my life. I'm more aware of the world now, but to think back on how I was focused only on my little bubble that contained my friends and I, I have to say that I really want to go back to those days. Sometimes not knowing everything makes things much clearer. Then again, I'm reminded of people I left behind, friends I gave up on, and I really don't want to be that person I was. My thoughts constantly change, and God knows I get irritated really easily, so it's no surprise I've made horrible choices in the past. Right now, I think all I can do is to cherish the people I care about and be thankful they're not put off by me. I hate that I'm so insecure that I have to surround myself with so many people, people who couldn't be bothered about what I think. Actually. I don't know why I'm thinking about this.

Imagine if I suddenly become such a reflective and thankful person and stop being sarcastic. I think I'd shudder at the thought of not being able to express myself through sarcasm. I think I'm just mean. Oh well. My sister is blasting Michael Jackson and it's giving me a headache so I think it's time to notice that pile of homework lying on the floor. Yes, it's on the floor. I threw all the contents of my bag on the floor cause I was too frustrated with it.

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