Please don't stop the music.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

The entire week has been total shit.

On tuesday, Jerald had to blurt out that I was sick to Sabar and she went on to treat me like a disease. (Thanks Jerald) JunJie came over to make it worse when she said she heard that I was sick and ask me to scram home 'cause she didn't want to get sick. That just made me feel like total crap again. Especially with people possibly blaming me for the amount of people falling sick in our class. I really felt like getting MC just to get away from people who look at me and think it's all my fault that people are getting sick. Later on, Elaine came to tell me and Jerald that she thinks we are floundering so now I have to write two essays over this weekend. Nice.

Then, on wednesday, because of the Bio SPA, they used our class and the things that were on my table were lost in the process. That includes my SRP, Physics SPA, other English papers and possibly my Vectors test since I can't find it anywhere. If anyone finds these things around the class please pass them to me because I've become a worrywart now worrying about other things I might've lost.

Thursday wasn't any better with the whole day basically doing tests/listening in class (the horror). Lit lesson with the Sec 3s were after school and I still feel horrible about it because I think my group did a really bad job at teaching them. Other groups were like so specific and stuff and my group was unprepared. Guilt aside, I went to watch Harry and his friends at Great World. I think I just really needed to relax because it was on impulse and I just like, smsed my sister to ask her to accompany me. Miraculously, we got two of the last four tickets O.O which weren't at the first row, by the way. It was at the fourth row from the front, which was just okay and my neck wasn't sore. Anyway, my reaction to the movie was something like this:

Okay, I don't really know what emotion Bernard is trying to express either but basically I was disappointed in the movie. Or more specifically, the director. It just felt like there wasn't much direction in the movie, and somehow the acting was all really weird altogether. Especially Emma Watson. She looked like she was struggling to convey some emotion but couldn't do so. Or maybe that was the whole point but still. This movie tried to concentrate more on emotions I guess but it wasn't very well done. Lavender Brown provided most of the entertainment in her role as a Ron-obsessed girl. There wasn't really a climax so the movie left me feeling really confused. After Dumbledore died, I was still expecting there to be something more because it felt like the real climax hadn't arrived yet but the movie ended. So, all in all, I just think it's not one of the best Harry movies. But then again, since I like the Potter books too much I'll probably just watch the movie a few more times again.

Yesterday I felt like crap again the entire day because I kept thinking about my lost items. I really pity Bernard for having to sit beside me 'cause I was basically moping the entire week and stoning. It's really pathetic and Bernard knows it himself too so he has to resort to talking to LeeChen and even asking Guo Wei to fill LeeChen's place so that he doesn't die of boredom sitting next to me. Went to Subway after school and somehow I felt really relaxed. I'm thankful for such things to bring me back to sanity. God.

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